Not quite what I had in mind....

This semester has not been what I had expected. 

• I was expecting to feel like the awkward fourth wheel roommate
• I was expecting to be working two jobs
• I was expecting to be great friends with my all of my friends from last year
• I was expecting to have a calling
• I was expecting to be single and loving all the boys in Logan
• I was expecting to be working all alone at Excalibur
• I was expecting to not miss my family this much
• I was expecting to never see Susan and Mark
• I was expecting to make oodles and oodles of new friends
• I was expecting to be emotionally stable
• I was expecting to have my mind
• I was expecting to be preparing for a mission
• I was expecting things to be pretty much the same

I COULD NOT HAVE BEEN MORE WRONG

This is how my semester has been going instead.

• I absolutely love my roommates and I fit right in with them
• I quit Jamba Juice this week
• I hardly ever see my friends from last year. The only times we really talk is when we run into each other on campus
• I don't have a calling and I am not very involved in my ward
• I have the greatest boyfriend in the world
• Nicole decided to stay in Logan for another year
• I miss my family more than I have  in a long time
• I see Susan and Mark frequently
• I have made hardly any new friends and I am okay with it
• My anxiety has been pretty bad and I have legitimately no control of my emotions
• I have lost my mind. Please let me know if you find it
• I am not going on a mission anytime soon despite the fact I could start my papers tomorrow if I wanted
• Basically everything is different

Nothing is how I expected it to be. And guess what? I am completely okay with it. I AM HAPPY. So happy. Zachary Wesley Johnson makes me happy. Spending time with his family makes me happy. Being in love makes me happy. My roommates make me happy. Excalibur, Jane, and Nicole make me happy. Only having one job makes me happy. Face timing my family makes me happy. Doubles dates with Nicole and Rick and Mark and Susan make me happy. The beautiful fall colors make me happy. Life makes me happy.